nakikita ko pa ba?

i've been so busy with my academic requirements and the practices for out Lenten presentation "Nakita Mo Ba?" (final requirement for our Theater Arts class) that i don't see the point anymore... di ko na nakikita kung bakit ko ginagawa to...para bang ginagawa ko na lang to dahil ito ang nakasanayan kong gawin...i need to stop and think. i need conviction. i need to know what my intentions are. why am i doing this? Dahil pa rin ba sa Kanya?