Tuesday, January 29, 2008

letting go...

this would probably be the hardest part in our relationship. I feel the need for me to let go. I feel the need for me to loosen my grip on the hand that has held me so tight that i thought it would be permanent.

i am scared, scared of losing him. he's the best thing that has ever happened to me. he's the best i ever had, and now, it seems like i would have to learn to go on without him. why this early? why now? what happened to my forever? it's not like we both wanted this to happen, we have no choice. i have no choice. i am in pain.