i am sorry. you know how i hate disappointing you. you have been one of the most influential people in my life and i hope you know that. i listen to every advice you give. i think hundreds of times before i go on and make a decision. i am sorry for going against what you suggested. i am not doing this to hurt you. i am doing this to show you that i have learned a lot from you. i want you to trust me with this. i'll be okay. please don't give up on me, not just yet. i need you now more than ever. i know you're tired of watching me get into all sorts of troubles imaginable and having to save mew from all the mess. I told you, i am learning, this time, i'll do better. this time, i'll be okay. I am sorry for being so insensitive about your feelings. i am sorry for disappointing you for the nth time. i'll make it up to you. i hope to talk to you soon. just you and me, no masks. i miss you and i am sorry.