i'll be your guardian angel...

even if saving you sends me to heaven...
i'll watch over you...
and continue fighting for and with you...

Candle on the Water

losing hope...
losing faith...
with knees shaking,
and lips trembling...
i come to her side and seek the comfort i need...
the candle in the dark waters...
my light...
my hope...

"Pugnabimus ad finem!"

we will fight to the end.
i will fight with and for you...


another round of tougher battles await us.
i'll be here for you no matter what.

to my guardian angel... *ehem*

mic test, mic test...*ehem*

i dedicate this song to a close friend of mine who has been there to see me through all my imperfections and tell me that these imperfections don't make me much less of a person. He believes in me. That's one thing that is very important to me...
thank you so much. you really are my angel.

Wag Ka Ng Umiyak Lyrics

OHANA...

sometimes i think lola's death is sort of a push for the rest of the family to come together and act like a real family. i am scared na baka 'spur of the moment' lang to. that's why i am trying not to enjoy it. i am trying not to get used to this. baka kasi mamiss ko pag wala na.

Thomas J. Sennett: What do you think it's like?
Vada Sultenfuss: What?
Thomas J. Sennett: Heaven.
Vada Sultenfuss: I think... everybody gets their own white horse and all they do is ride them and eat marshmallows all day. And everybody's best friends with everybody else. When you play sports, there's no teams, so nobody gets picked last.
Thomas J. Sennett: But what if you're afraid to ride horses?
Vada Sultenfuss: Doesn't matter 'cause they're not regular horses. They've got wings. And it's no big deal if you fall 'cause you'll just land in a cloud.



it is amazing how as kids we can imagine how heaven is like. everything's fancy and dreamy, candy coated and feathery. but when we grow up, everything seems to change, we just have to over-analyze everything and do a lot of philosophizing.

if the feeling is gone...

If the feeling is gone
please don't pretend that you still love me
I can see it in your eyes
and it hurts to admit it
but I can't tell that the feeling is gone.

All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone

There is sadness in your smile
Though you try to conceal it
I can't tell if the feeling is gone

All i ask is just a little honesty
Though i know that you're not coming back to me
You know i'll do anything to make you stay
But i just have to let you go
If the feeling is gone